Ever since I was transfered to CMCC, I was so devastated due to the fact that I was separated from my friends in TUA.

But as years went by, during my stay in CMCC, I was able to ponder with my past with each of the people and groups I spent with in TUA

In TUA, I was once in a group. Then the dismantling issues occurs. But most of us hang on until the unexpected day...the day I lost my mind because of my heart...

I realized that...I've lost a lot of people for the sake of one...

It took only one person to lose them all...and that person is only known by the people who became part of my life...the ones who felt the sacrifice...my sacrifice for that person to lose them, the people I cared the most...


Though they may show that they are still happy to see me even though we are not classmates anymore but deep down in their eyes, I can feel the pain of separation from it...

We're always happy together back then...Enjoying the laughter, the tears, the agony, everything!

 I realized that the people I'm comfortable with...are my real friends...true friends...friends that won't leave you behind...friends that will always stay with you through thick and thin...will wipe your tears when your sad...will laugh with your mistakes then say it's all right...ESPECIALLY, will not disown you when you've done something embarrasing.

All of those qualities...I've never seen them on that person...And I was so blind not to realize that..now I know what it feels like to be hurt because of love...

I realzied this in CMCC...I realized that I did wrong...I was wrong to trade my friends for a person who couldn't love me back...

I was able to note the difference here...

A real friend

A real friend won't put your safety in danger

A real friend wont control your future

A real friend is happy for your success

A real friend can give you a hug without pushing you away

A real friend won't give promises they can't keep

All of these qualities...they all belong to the people I left...

That person was not my friend...Not a single bit! Not even an inch! Not ever!

Yet I unconsciously did it...not realizing what others may feel...I've became so selfish because of that person...

To all of the people I left...I'm sorry... I was blinded that I forgot I had eyes...

As of today, I vow that from now on, I would care less about the love I gave for that person and spend it to my friends that deserve it instead.

I love you friends! U guys know who you are. I have never forgotten you...not even a single bit ^_^

You were the guys that stayed with me at all times, the ones that stood by me when I'm alone, the ones I spent time eating in restos (shakeys, per se), the one who considered me as one of the group eventhough I'm not...

Hope 2 see u guys once again

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy.
One look put's the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.
Cover-up with make-up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Chorus:
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again,
heed my lecture

Chorus:
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt she said, this doesn't hurt she said
I,I've finally had enough!

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.

Chorus:
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.

AIZA, ME, PEEBEE, ANNIE, CARLA and DENNIS

La-Da-Da-Da
La Da Da Da

[Sean Kingston]
Ring ring
Who's calling?
That's my baby girl on the phone (girl on the phone)
She says she needs some space and she wanna leave me alone
But I'm not tripping cos she say that ain't in the
That's just the way life goes
Let me know big girls don't cry
But please let me explain
Let's sit down work things out
Before you go on your way
See I got a lot of things on my mind
And I know you're feeling the same
Cos the situation's out of control

{CHORUS}
[Fergie]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you

[Sean Kingston]
I'm feeling blue, let's work things out
Cos I don't know what to do

[Fergie]
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life

[Sean Kingston]
That's just the way it has to go

[Fergie]
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

1-2-3-4

[Fergie]
The smell of your skin lingers (lingers) on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town (home town)
I need some shelter of my own protection baby (baby)
To be with myself instead of clarity
Peace, Serenity

{CHORUS}
[Fergie]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
[Sean Kingston]
I'm feeling blue, let's work things out
Cos I don't know what to do
[Fergie]
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
[Sean Kingston]
That's just the way it has to go
[Fergie]
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

[Sean Kingston]
What should I do? I'm missing you and I feel so down
Now that you're gone I can't go on this must be the end

{CHORUS}
[Fergie]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
[Sean Kingston]
I'm feeling blue, let's work things out
Cos I don't know what to do

[Fergie]
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life

[Sean Kingston]
That's just the way it has to go

[Fergie]
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

JR. Remix
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry